So GUESS WHO is coming to visit this weekend??? JOHN!!!  I miss him so much... I haven't seen him in 2 months!  Everyone has always said that I'm going to marry him, but it's funny to hear people that I barely know say that as well... just another sign, I guess.  I think that's why I always tried so hard to find someone before, because I was scared of being alone... but John is so incredible... I feel safe with him, and I've always had someone to confide in when it came to him.  If you only knew him like I know him... 

So sometimes things happen when you're really messed up and you can't remember them, and someone else who was there has to tell you how retarded you acted the night before.  That's what happened... end of story.  I don't wanna hear another account of what I was doing last night, okay???  I learned my lesson... I'M NEVER DRINKING AGAIN!!!

By the way... here's my new haircut when I do something with it... of course, I'm about to go to bed, but whatev!

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